i want to

i want to see form. i want to make marks. i want to have individuality.
it's so hard some times it really pains me. when i'm running the part
that hurts is the part that counts.
but when i'm drawing the part that hurts seems like nothing, a
setback, an injury.
these drawings are from monday. that was a good day. but, tuesday was
different.
tuesday often is.